Letty's POV
I stared guiltily at Nathan as he came and sat down with a massive smile on his face as he wrapped his arm around me. I swallowed down the sick feeling that was threatening to make its way up. I smiled slightly at him and turned back to my food, no longer in the mood to eat I just sat there picking it.
"You okay Let?" Mia asked as she sat down on my other side.
"Can I talk to you away from the boys?" I asked quietly as I stood up and started walking away with her trailing behind me trying to keep up.
"Okay seriously what's up? You've been weird ever since you got back to school. What happened with Dom?" She asked as we came to a stop far enough away from boys. I could see Nathan and Tyler looking confused at my sudden leaving.
"We sorted our shit out, we reached an agreement that I'm allowed to date whoever the hell I want and do whatever the hell I want to do with them. However the boys can't stay nights, which I said fine too, but the deal was that Dom wasn't allowed to say no to me staying the night at his place." Mia squealed.
"Oh thank goodness, does this mean you're going to come back to the house now?" she asked hopefully. I nodded tensely and she smiled before realising I wasn't smiling back.
"Why do I get the feeling you've got more to tell me."
"After we agreed to the terms we had a moment…" I said quietly. I sighed seeing the look on Mia's face.
"What kind of moment?" I rolled my eyes at her. You could tell she really didn't care but her voice led you to believe differently.
"Well it got…heated…let's just leave at that." She raised an eyebrow and grinned.
"You shouldn't be happy Mia I cheated on Nathan…again!"
"Letty honestly, I don't think you really want to be with Nathan. If you did then you wouldn't have done it in the first place. And just to clarify heated as in….?" I shot her a look and she giggled.
"I didn't sleep with him but you could say we came rather close to it." I mumbled.
"What stopped it?" I looked at her like she was crazy.
"Mia you're his sister you really want to know about this stuff?" she wrinkled her nose for a moment.
"Well no but you and I know how he used to be, after living with him for my entire life I already know, seen and heard more than I ever needed to know, so it's not going to kill me to know about you two."
"I guess. I…we weren't thinking clearly obviously and it got heated really fast after we started kissing. Well we started kissing and it just got really heavy from there, then when his shirt came off and mine was about to follow I realised what I was about to do and I stopped and ran out."
"Wow."
"I'm not experienced for someone like your brother Mia." She smirked and I rolled my eyes.
"you honestly think he cares Let?" I made a noise of agreement.
"I don't know what to do Mia, I really like Nathan and I sure as hell don't want to lose him as a friend."
"You want to know what I think you should do?" I sighed and nodded.
"I think you need to go and talk to Nathan, it's not fair on either of you to keep this a secret and you know what the gossips are like at the school." I frowned and looked over to where he and Tyler where sitting talking to each other and looking over at us. I turned away and nodded.
"With that being said, you are coming home tonight right?"
"I agreed didn't I?"
"Yes but that was before…everything."
"I'll come home, you guys will only come and drag me back otherwise." She smiled and we started walking back to the boys.
"Hey everything okay?" Nathan asked as I sat down. I smiled and nodded but he didn't look convinced. I continued eating and listening while the others spoke. Deep down I knew I had to tell Nathan but I was scared to.
"Hey wanna come for a walk?" I looked over at Nathan as he quietly spoke to me. I nodded and we said our goodbyes to Mia and Tyler, Mia giving me a look as we walked away.
"Anything wrong Let?" Nathan asked as he pulled me away from prying eyes. Looking around I realised we had walked to the old shed at the back of one of the buildings. It was known as the place to go for kids hooking up at school. To be honest I was a little confused as to why he would have brought us here.
"I was just talking with Mia about this morning with Dom." He looked angry at the mention of Dom's name.
"What excuse did he decide to come up with for speaking to you the way he did." I frowned at Nathan, ever since the incident I had noticed both Tyler and Nathan had been bagging Dom and the rest of the gang out the only time they didn't do it was if Mia was there.
"he apologised and I forgave him. I know he didn't mean it, he was just angry about having a boy touch me after what happened with Jason."
"Are you serious Letty? How could you forgive the bastard?"
"Hey don't speak about him that way. I know you're mad but you and Tyler have been trash talking them all and you guys have no reason to."
"Who was it that you ran to after what he said to you. I have every reason to protect and defend my girlfriend." I sighed trying to calm down as I remembered that technically I was in the wrong at the moment.
"I understand were you're coming from, but Dom's family."
"Some family." He muttered staring at me.
"I don't want to have this argument with you Nathan, anyway I'm going back home as of tonight but thank you for letting me stay wi-"
"You're what?" he cut me off taking a step towards me. I flinched for a moment as I remembered what a temper he had. I should have thought things through before I told him so bluntly.
"Nate please calm down." I begged as I placed a hand on his shoulder but he just shook his head and backed me up against a wall of the shed. Seeing the frightened look on my face and with a quick glance to the healing bruises around my neck he closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm down.
I stared wide eyed at Nathan as he backed off and started pacing in front of me.
"Nate, I don't understand what you want from me?" I asked quietly afraid to set him off again.
"No I'm so sorry I shouldn't have done that. I don't want anything from you, if you want to go back that's fine, I'll still be allowed to see you right?" I smiled and nodded, but deep down I felt sick for not telling him the truth. This would have been the perfect opportunity and I blew it.
"Good that's all that matters." He said as he pulled me closer and kissed me. I kissed him back but it felt so wrong after this morning it felt like I was cheating on Dom. His tongue begged for entrance and I gave it to him, out of guilt or to not hurt his feelings I didn't know but I sure as hell didn't like his kisses anymore.
"hey, we should get back to Mia and Tyler." I said as I pulled away.
"I guess, but I'd rather spend the time here with you." I smiled slightly, I felt guilty Nathan was a really sweet guy.
The bell went for class and we quickly ran back to where we had left the other two.
"Hey there you two are, quick we better get to class." We got half way to class when I felt really sick from having Nathan's hand in my own.
"Hey guys I have to stop by my locker I forgot my book. Mia can you cover for me?" she nodded and we went our separate ways. I pretended to be walking towards my locker and then when they were out of sight I turned around and walked quickly to the nearest bathroom.
Pulling out my phone I sent a text Mia to say I wasn't feeling well and I was in no mood to go to class all I wanted to do was go home so I was going to go to the nurses' office. Putting away my phone I walked over to the sink and splashed some water on my face.
I couldn't keep lying it was eating me alive. I thought to myself as I gathered my bag and walked out the door and straight into someone who shoved me back in and followed. I stumbled and lost my balance landing on the floor. I looked up at the person I had run into and I froze.
"Well well well, not so innocent after all are you Leticia." Jason taunted.
"What do you want? I thought I put you in your place last week." I said as I stood up. He just smirked at me and pushed me roughly up against the wall.
"I made the mistake of confronting you alone last time, not this time." I looked at him confused before the door opened again and Matt and a few other boys from the party came in.
My heart was beating fast in my chest one or two I could take but six there was no way. I was freaking out now and they knew it. Jason smirked at me.
"You know this would have been a lot easier on you had you just put out at the party or even after instead of screaming bringing your boys into it."
"Now the question is who gets to have you first. What do you reckon Matt?"
"I'd rather watch first, after all she was you're conquest I think you should have her first." He said as he too came up close to me. He grabbed my chin roughly turning it me to face him.
"you are a pretty one and honestly after what you did to Jason we had planned on leaving you alone but then he thought what would be better payback to Torreto for having us banned from the races. To break his girl like he broke Jason's nose." Matt taunted as he punched me in the stomach.
Looking at each of them I had no idea what I was going to do to get out of this.
"This is going to be fun." Jason said as the other boys took a standing position around the door and walls watching. I closed my eyes as he got up close to my face and his hands started around my neck again like last time.
"Let's see what you've been hiding under these shirts of yours hmm?" I felt his hands roughly grabbing everywhere before ripping my shirt off. I heard the whistles and I began to struggle but he tightened his hand around my neck and I had to stop in order to be able to breath.
"Wait." I managed to choke out before he ripped anything else from my body.
"Why?"
"I'll do anything if you just stop please." He pulled back and looked at me. Matt made a noise of agreement as Jason looked over at him. He nodded to the other boys and they left so it was just me and Jason.
"Okay well for starters let's make a deal." He said as he let up around my neck.
"For starters you dump that irritating boyfriend of yours, secondly you get your boys to lift the ban from the racers and get us back in the good books with my cousin hector." I gulped but nodded I'd do anything to stop these pricks from finishing what they what they came here for.
"Good." He said letting me go.
"That's not all; I'll be in touch but Letty as far as you're concerned I own you now. I call you come it's as simple as that. Doesn't matter what it is you have to do it, or we'll be back for a little chat again maybe Mia can join us in the fun." I went to hit him but he rose an eyebrow and one hand was around my neck again and the other punched me in the stomach opposite side to where Matt had punched earlier, this time round I felt and heard a crack.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you." He whispered harshly as I bent over in pain.
"so you're going to blackmail me into doing what you want." I asked quietly.
"Would you rather me continue what we started then. I don't know about you but it's better for me if you do this willingly rather than me have to force you. You're mine now." He whispered in my ear before leaving me alone.
I leant against the wall and sunk to the bottom carefully all too aware I had broken a rib. What had I agreed to? Granted it was better than the alternative I had managed to save my innocence from being ripped away without consent. Sitting on the floor I did something I'm not used to doing, I cried. I was so scared of what was going to happen from here I forgot about my tough Letty sighed and just gave in sitting in the middle of the girls bathroom at school.
'What had I done?'